Today is your 57th birthday, and as I sit here, watching the gentle rise and fall of your chest as you sleep peacefully beside me, I'm overwhelmed by the depth of emotion that wells up within me. Not a day goes by that my love doesn't increase, and this morning, on this special day, I find myself marveling at the beautiful journey we've shared.
Fifty-seven years. It's a number that holds so much life, so many memories, so many moments both big and small that have shaped you into the incredible person you are today. And I've been blessed to witness and share in so many of those moments. From the day we first met, to the moment we said "I do," through the joys of building our life together, and yes, even through the unexpected challenges that PNES has brought into our lives—every single day, my love for you has grown deeper, stronger, more resilient.
We are in the fight together. These words have taken on new meaning since PNES entered our lives. What started as a vague medical term has become a daily reality, a force that we face united. I remember the fear in your eyes when we first received the diagnosis, the uncertainty that clouded our future. But in that moment, as I held your hand, I made a silent vow that we would navigate this journey side by side, come what may.
And we have. Through every seizure, every doctor's appointment, every sleepless night filled with worry, we've stood strong together. PNES may have changed the landscape of our lives, but it has not—and will not—change the core of who we are together. If anything, it has revealed the true strength of our bond, the depth of our commitment, the unshakeable foundation of our love.
Forever by your side I will be. This isn't just a romantic notion or a fleeting promise. It's the very essence of who I am and who we are together. It means being there to hold you when the seizures come, to whisper words of comfort when fear threatens to overwhelm you. It means advocating fiercely for your care, researching tirelessly for new treatments and management strategies. It means celebrating every victory, no matter how small, and finding joy in the simple moments of peace between the storms.
But my love, it's not just about being there in the hard times. It's about cherishing every moment we have together, recognizing the gift that each day brings. It's about the way your eyes crinkle when you smile, the sound of your laughter that still makes my heart skip a beat after all these years. It's about the quiet moments when we sit together, no words needed, just the comfort of each other's presence.
As you turn 57 today, I'm in awe of the person you've become. Your resilience in the face of PNES is nothing short of inspiring. The way you refuse to let it define you, the strength you show in getting up each day and facing whatever it might bring—it takes my breath away. You've shown me what true courage looks like, not in the absence of fear, but in moving forward despite it.
Our love story isn't the one we might have imagined when we were younger, but it's ours, and it's beautiful in its own right. PNES may have altered our path, but it has also deepened our connection in ways I never thought possible. It's taught us the true meaning of "in sickness and in health," and shown us that love isn't just about the easy, joyful moments—it's about standing together through the storms, finding beauty in the struggle, and emerging stronger on the other side.
Today, as we celebrate your life, I want you to know that you are loved beyond measure. Every line on your face tells a story of our life together, every gray hair a testament to the wisdom you've gained. You are more beautiful to me now than ever before, because I see in you not just the person I fell in love with, but the incredible soul you've become through every trial and triumph we've faced together.
So here's to 57 years of you, my love. Here's to the life we've built, the challenges we've overcome, and the love that continues to grow with each passing day. PNES may be a part of our story, but it doesn't define us. What defines us is the unwavering commitment we have to each other, the love that sustains us through every high and low.
As we face whatever the future holds, know this: I am here, always and forever. By your side in this fight, holding your hand through every challenge, celebrating every joy. Our love is a force stronger than any obstacle we may face, a light that guides us through even the darkest times.
Happy birthday, my darling. Here's to many more years of love, laughter, and life together. Today and always, I am yours—completely, unconditionally, and with a love that only grows stronger with each passing day.
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