This is my story, and I testify—not because my life has been easy, but because God has been faithful. When I look back over the winding road behind me, I don’t see a neat, polished testimony wrapped in certainty and confidence. I see a journey marked by struggle and surrender, by moments where I could barely lift my head, and moments where joy felt almost too big for my heart to hold. Yet woven through every season, from the quiet mornings to the longest nights, there is one undeniable truth: blessings on blessings have been poured over my life in ways I could never have earned, planned, or imagined.
When I start remembering how good God has been, something shifts inside me. Fear loses its grip. The worries that once screamed the loudest begin to quiet, and in their place rises worship. Tears that once fell from exhaustion or heartbreak slowly turn into tears of praise. Not because the pain never existed, but because it no longer has the final word. Memory becomes a holy act—an intentional turning of my heart toward all the times God showed up when I didn’t know how I would survive. And in that remembering, I discover that gratitude is a powerful weapon against despair.
There were seasons when depression wrapped itself around me like chains, heavy and unrelenting. Days blurred together, and hope felt like a foreign language I once knew but had forgotten how to speak. I smiled when I needed to, carried on when I had to, but inside I felt stuck—trapped in a fog that refused to lift. Yet even there, Grace found me. Not with condemnation or impatience, but with a steady, gentle presence that whispered, “You are not alone.” Chain by chain, those weights began to fall—not because I was strong enough, but because Grace was. And when the chains broke, I realized it wasn’t just survival God was offering me—it was freedom.
When I start remembering how good He’s been, I also remember the battles I thought I would lose. The moments when the enemy’s weapons seemed carefully aimed at my weakest places—fear, doubt, exhaustion, shame. But again and again, those weapons fell useless to the ground. What I thought would destroy me instead became proof of God’s protection. I didn’t always see the armies of heaven surrounding me, but they were there all along—guarding, defending, and fighting battles I never even knew were happening. Looking back now, I can see how many times I was carried when I thought I was walking on my own.
One of the most powerful truths of my story is this: God carried my cross when I could not. He called me by name when I felt invisible. He loved me exactly as I was—messy, broken, unsure—but He loved me too much to leave me that way. That kind of love changes you. It confronts you and comforts you at the same time. It doesn’t shame your wounds, but it also refuses to let you settle into them as your identity. His love reached me in my weakness and said, “There is more for you than this.”
There was a time when I was spiritually numb, going through the motions without feeling truly alive. I knew the words of faith, but my heart felt distant. I was breathing, but not fully living. And yet, God was still at work. Slowly, quietly, He began to restore what I thought was lost. What was dead came back to life. What was broken began to heal. What was empty started to fill. That is what He did—not because I earned it, but because resurrection is part of His nature.
From morning to night, through the lows and the highs, God has been present in ways that only hindsight fully reveals. In the lows, He was my refuge. In the highs, He was my joy. In moments of clarity, He was my guide. In moments of confusion, He was my anchor. Even when I couldn’t feel Him, He was still faithful. Even when my prayers were nothing more than whispered pleas or exhausted sighs, He listened. And when I look back on my life and all that I see, I can say with honesty and awe that He has been so, so, so, so, so, so good to me.
My story is not one of perfection. It is a story of perseverance, of learning to trust again after disappointment, of choosing faith when fear felt easier. It is a story of learning that worship doesn’t always look like singing—it sometimes looks like getting out of bed, choosing kindness when you’re tired, or holding on when you want to let go. God met me in those ordinary acts of faithfulness and turned them into sacred moments. Nothing was wasted. Not the tears. Not the waiting. Not the heartbreak.
There were times when I questioned the path I was on, wondering if the promises I believed in were still true. But every time I began to remember—really remember—how God had already carried me through, my doubts softened. The past became evidence of His goodness. Each memory was like a stone of remembrance, reminding me that if He was faithful then, He would be faithful again. Remembering didn’t erase my struggles, but it reframed them. It reminded me that I was never fighting alone.
This testimony is not just about what God did once—it’s about what He continues to do. He is still pouring blessings, still breaking chains, still turning fear into worship and tears into praise. He is still calling my name, still carrying what I cannot, still loving me forward into growth and healing. My story is ongoing, still being written by a God who specializes in redemption and restoration.
So I testify. I testify that Grace is real and powerful. I testify that healing is possible, even when it feels slow. I testify that remembering God’s goodness can transform the present moment. I testify that no matter how dark the night has been, morning always comes. I testify that the enemy does not get the final say. And above all, I testify that God has been unbelievably good to me.
This is my story—not because it is extraordinary, but because God is. And as long as I have breath, I will keep remembering, keep praising, and keep testifying to the goodness that has followed me all the days of my life.