A Broken Heart's Lament

As I sit alone, the weight of your words echoes in my mind, a painful reminder of the rejection I have faced from those I once called family. The sadness that fills my heart is a heavy burden, one that I carry with each passing day. I never imagined that the love and acceptance I craved from my siblings would be so cruelly denied, simply because "You Were Born. We never wanted a sister."

From the moment I took my first breath, I yearned for the embrace of a loving family. I dreamed of the laughter-filled days and the memories we would create together. But those dreams were shattered when I realized that my very existence was seen as a burden, an unwelcome intrusion into the lives of those who should have loved me unconditionally.

When our parents passed away, I hoped that the pain of their loss would bring us closer together, that we would find solace in each other's company. But instead, I was met with indifference and rejection. The siblings I had once adored now looked upon me with disdain, as if I were a stranger in their midst. The sting of their abandonment cuts deep, leaving scars that may never fully heal.

I find myself constantly wondering, "What did I do to make you hate me so much?" But the answer, spoken with such callousness, only serves to deepen my anguish. I am not a mistake, a mere accident of birth. I am a human being, worthy of love and acceptance, just as any other. Yet, in your eyes, I am nothing more than an unwanted burden, a sister who was never meant to be.

The sound of your voices, once filled with laughter and affection, now only brings me pain. I long for the days when we were children, playing together without a care in the world. But those memories have been tainted by the harsh reality of your rejection, leaving me to wonder if they were ever real at all.

As I grapple with the weight of your words and the emptiness of your actions, I find myself searching for the strength to move forward. I know that I cannot change the past, nor can I force you to love me as a sister should. But I refuse to let your rejection define me. I will rise above the pain, and I will find the love and acceptance I deserve, even if it means walking a path that leads me away from you.

In the darkest moments, when the sadness seems overwhelming, I cling to the hope that one day, you will see me for who I truly am. Perhaps, in time, you will come to understand that my presence in your life was never a burden, but a gift. Until then, I will continue to love you, even from a distance, for you are my family, and that bond can never truly be broken.